it's labour day, we labour,
swarthmore semesters always start on national holidays.
second semester: martin luther king day
i forgot what classes i registered for
three freshman level requirements
a chance to influence young minds
i decided to major in "meaning context and media"
i live with wilson and beni like feeling older,
the latter bought nintendo 64
it's pretty male,
we listen to wu tang very loudly
jungle music with lots of bass
it's adolescent too
instead of buying offered speakers this weekend
i bought a thing to hang on my door for shoes.
and this place makes me aware
nice brit pop haircut/look justin.
you're becoming a conservative!
amy knows, i already are one
awash in strange new feelings2.21am
being single again more accessible
still diggin' on my california girlie,
she wrote me back,
5 days after asking for space
she called me
6 days after saying she needed time
i did not know how long to make her suffer without justin
i had felt abandoned, so,
i wanted to be sure that something had happened
that we would not be happy indulgent communicators
end up in the same overwhelming
'til the next time that things rolled westward
i didn't know whether or what or when to respond
i had many conversations with tom about god
i consulted the i ching:
how should i consider amy and i today?
with six in the fourth and fifth place
jesus, a nice guy,
he rose from the dead?
so what is the i ching?
a way to organize thoughts?
gave me the faith to persue my own train already,
and the reading said that to return is to admit fault and to come gently
to improve and rehabit requires reapproach.
and joy is just nice to hear,
we talked on the phone and it was nicethere is cute girls here
took a few minutes to remember the voice
and the feeling
it came back to us
but it's weird holding back.
unnatural, but necessary?
i'm sure there's many,
i've only been at swat for three or four days
but i know that people here read this or observe it
which has just compromised this narrative
can't play a dating game with people being warned,
i wouldn't want to subject innocent young women to undue scrutiny
stayed up late for telephone time reunition:
i feel like i'm gonna laugh for the rest of my life.
yep. me too.
darn i like that girl.
i invited myself to spend thanksgiving with her.