stimulated!  coming back from rheingold's - good chums, good grub.  good grubbing - maime gave her report on truffles twice to the benefit of the most late staying.

arrived home to Linux and loved it - man is this operating system stable!  it woke up immediately, flashed me the TechLotus background ready for fifteen windows of HTML and web page bliss.

I posted a note to bud.com about a linux web page editor.  if there ain't one, i'd love to build one with someone.

worked on the bud.com index.  wilson sent me a drawing to use as the logo.  don't really have regular access to a scanner - he demands some immediate attention, he's good like that.  he's audibly reluctant to send his work into a justin blackhole.  meanwhile my long distance service has been disconnected due to bill neglect.<p>

anyways, stimulated one feels ready to address so much but there is still the sink full of dishes and the personal web page that will absorb all my writing

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and i was meditating on the way home, i really enjoyed talking with maime about her presentation and wouldn't it be fun to teach high schoolers?  but i would be <a href="http://wm.themes.org/">dangerous to kids talking about so much weird stuff</a> on my web page maybe i should represent myself as a family appropriate guy - the sex and drugz stuff is only there <a href="/daze/98/12/13/santaif you look</a> and i could hide it beneath a nice thick family veneer.<p>

if you take a stable operating system and add x11amp and themes, windowmaker, etc.  essentially, if you operate at full speed, well, you can crash linux too.  maybe i don't spend enough time hacking my kernal.  but i've been using beta software my whole life - what do i respect?<p>

i have no job and sometimes i feel guilty.  but i have so many friends.  i could do the world a great service by interviewing them all.<p>

and my family too.<p>

amy and i had a wonderful saturday night - i took a 

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