5.30 am wakeup in a $315 dollar room.
50+ folks at 7am start
respeak for ndn
afterwards, doug the documentary filmmaker
asks if he can talk to chandra
the train to my shamnism final
rambling poetical short essay answers
since saturday jeff has reported my URL
to Jen of Seventeen magazine calls
do I mind if my url is printed for 2 million 15 year old girls?
return to run into chandradragging myself around
we're almost never to be on campus togain
she leaves a mind virus - pensive
observing my fashion and hair
- you're taking off Justin upward off ground tragectory
I can't explain myself
sometimes it's about distance myself from folks
creating my space
someimes it's about conversation start
sometimes to push buttons
and her trademark justin-response
- lays her hand on my chest
why do you want to leave the ground justin?
at once concerned and cynical mystical
why do you need tha attention?
swarthmore panels on future interdisciplinarity
we have other,
is there such words as
othest?carew's dad presents the holocaustwilson he's immersed himself, five six days a week eight ten hours a day watching videotaped testimonies of suffering and memory
he's so strangely objective - like these people have a right to their memory
he will mostly only quote them
his presentation is all quotes
takes few positions
he's studying memory repression how people assimiliate the experience and recollect such a time in their lives
ostensibly sheds memory behaviour insight
seems to me he's trying to carry a supernatural load
I leave to sleep in the hall outside the lecture
jean really wore me out.
I set the notes down the day/day after, and fleshed this out on may 9.