nov 25 morning with christiana talks about intimacy and physical
she agrees with amy that I likely have intimacy problem(s)
sex is so immediatetwo slices pesto/gourmet pizza, I speed to work
last night I held from cum
in part to avoid birth, in part to avoid post orgasmic feeling guilt and separation
I guess it's natural, I should get over it
ask for the space and understanding
so I don't feel obliged to insincere action
at work, I work
I leave work in a timely manner
I stride ununsually swift
I board the bus
I read the taosolo dinner at pasta pomodoro
I read the taohome, tai chi, brief chat with amy
I assert my need for bed and sleep
anyone know of a better tao link?
I read and I think of interrelations,
that structured properly, the tao could suit hypertext learning well
if I had the time to synthesize a meta-translation (pardon my ignorance of old chinese)
and weave it online
justin hall | <justin at bud dot com>