ibuprofen and some beer
soy milk with hot water

somehow open to violence
imagine bottles I hold fly into the waving windows of winnebagos

I'm submitting to drama, pleasure
but instead I shall be strong

I eat beef

howard brings in copal and amber and frankinsense
old smells
like the greenhouse

I log in spacebar occasionally, looking for her
but it's the day after,
our consummation not complete
she is still coming down I imagine
and right now, I'm higher

listening to liz phairs first album again after a long while (thanks ruz - chicagoan)
it seems most compelling media is made to prove something, or borne of pathos
liz seems trying to establish herself in relation to the male rock world and the male world at large
and so with my media am I crying out in the desert of my own design

looking through old mail reminds me I want to be as great as my father
reading through his formal and informal correspondence, on legal blue carbon sheets filed office relics of a dead man
either responding to city official ineptitude or encouraging and informing friends
there's something so wonderful about that record
I hope someone goes through my mail someday
tries to understand who I was

final cruise for my pass of bugs I've been around too long and as the true enormity of jim's task emerges with seven hours remaining our minor differences in style mount abbe works seamlessly with him together they inform me why they're the only ones with both serious and informal titles on the bodies page what else do they get out of this?

abbe and vjim, on the 4.30 tip.

I am feeling wan
the site is great
4.10 am
I'm laying down
to a little john lee hooker

near 9 am I am a slight traitor
jim has not slept
I rise and shuttle bugs at him

howard arrives wearing unseen finery
I feel my rueben now

jim and rev some last minute bugs people emerge with drums and gifts and humour but it is monday morning in the rest of the right world

mccoy, abbe, randy drum.

fed ex guy marvels at our drumming weirdness
vjim - "we're a new media company

go home

log in"

abbe immediately raises the rhythm bar
howard has his chant

have fun

change the world

make money

electric minds

we build an altar

everyone drums some
paul's foundation
rheingold relents to his own beat

iching on how to consider eminds launch?
sky over fire
second, sixth changing

ipri in the house, bearing hotwired stickers

group circle and handholding and chanting and a little ohm
and passing energy around a circle of held hands
in front of an alter - candles pomegranite, salt, lightbulbs

sly and the family stone is good mood except for taping

our write ups are kind
we watch our friends and relations subscribe

we suggest bisou
lulus instead

justin, doxy, jill, howard, jen, chip, john, vjim, karen
paul, abbe, mark, christian
(hilarie left early)

chip's pix surpass my own

eminds | life

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