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eating disorder

measured spoonfuls
of melting ice cream
heaped carefully
methodically chewed
not like
handfuls of
"bulemic" and
"eating disorder"
stuffed in your mouth
hurling around your ears
borne by
graded glances
suspect stares
to pull the puke out
or see right through you
just forget it
leave me alone
forget I have this
physical phailing
or hole hiding hygenic habit
that's nothing about
your thoughtless
ultimately uncaring
unable inarticulate
and painful-to-even-look-at-or-aknowledge
"knowing" stare

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