all day mired bathed not eat little
greasy hair no underwear
paper's real late but I just don't care
pushing myself into academic unhealth extreme immersion
writing web page papers
found some cool links,
havin' trouble limiting my scope.
visitin' becky workin' on her college students and porn/sex trade thesis
strewn hustler issue
two big lipped black guys on a grimy street cartoon walls lined with varying ladies
"Ever since the Million Man March, I've had a stronger sense of purpose. From now on, I'm only going to pimp the finest 'hos!"
there's more, for sure,
hustler's different from playboy
more honest, ugly.
for carew I sang some, twitch words like speaking in tongues never emit a phull frasedave weksler called me todayprocrastinate by packingspeaking of, we met amongst the marxist sex fiends and deepest deniers
five piles of stuff - summer trippin' south
package meets me in san fran with clothes for north
stuff to stay at swarthmore
stuff to archive home
stuff for my next semester off
carew inspired list of learning - what books should I self-study?
balky and yonnie both on soon swarthmore departed
yonnie's going to be one hell of an allnighter, trying for 9 credits in this one semester
jah be praised, withhim, upon us
balk is just ready for france
carew we met amongst and wandered to the new building
sat in an empty classroom caucusing over never reheated relationship leftovers lack of communicae she felt was my part accusatory brought forth by a now notorious bad mouth I for cult figure status - courting and exploiting weirdos and personal gain sadness augmented her fears and two hours talk down from hostile contentious
maybe we're always like that
I was way burnt from too little sleep
but I did hear about the us tech corps -
he suggests at least checking out the roving CyberEd
more folks trying to wire the world
I hope they're not out to make consumers, but producers.
carew and I return to my roomben's anagramming swarthmore college
ordered some cheesefood
we're the moral clogs hot, close: legwarmer smart hollow greece
wack rafter after wackr
wrtz has the reach
ben's computer is the moshing cat
robin's the mo shit can
ie a real hemp I'm real hapee
I remember rumiI opened up on a fresh page to achieve mo' bility.
carew recommends book size of the world
justin, you gotta fuckin read this book, crazy travelin internet shit don't beat yourself up-- have a cup o tea!!!!
she sez zaftig might be a better descriptor de denise than sexy
today denise and carew both myleave anxious and feeling dropped
like I mow through friends
I showed carew womant, that's about the size of it.
this is how I've found my singing screaming voice
damn, why is it thirty five degrees here?