remembering baldness

crossdressing

rap music

then I talk to Colin
astonished that mom
expressed to him confidence

that she trusts my judgement
to drop out or not

he thinks I've mellowed her.

I love my ma.

roy weissman

arrived tonight

I was supposed to go out with becky

for her birthday
but I'd committed to this visitor earlier

what do you do again?
my immediate reaction to

sales and marketing for playboy cable tv

and their new technology stuff
is what an asshole

then I think

everyone has something to teach.

besides,
what am I to think of a suit

who sends me determined e-mail

comes to visit me with little provocation

takes me to dinner

and sleeps on my dorm room floor?

with no obvious get out
other than experience

don't get him wrong,

ambitious,
seeking challenge achievement

"take it to a new level"

specking the web

everybody wants to bring people together

a Leo,
he's a generous talker

a promise to himself:

never let his brain shut off

like the donut makers

lots of long stories
I find interruptable
and he's a generous listener as well
I pause his loquasion
and he's immediately silent

responsive.

he sez a conscious

god bless you
each time I sneeze.

I found an old assignment sheet

from quantum physics class
handed him some coloured pencils

"draw something."

I just spent
an evening over sushi
in a business model mindset

now be creative

product is everything

his orientation for unition

of creative individuals

when I talk biz with him
he has to remind me

not to think so much about money

do what's good, what's you

and the money will follow

at times I find him

affirming platitudinous
but hard to diss

simply positive.

like telling frustrated workers

I know you can do it.

some ideas of his
some ideas of mine

mesh

and emerges a model to turn
this life story making
into opportunity

rent a space

to celebrate your life

on the web!

we'll teach you how!

the idea of making money
by turning people on
is a little disconcerting
but then I think
of having resources

to teach

and host

and extend

power and potential to people

is there something wrong
with charging money for that?

give what you can
take what you will
share everything

balky told me the other day
he thinks I'm going to be rich someday
cuz I'm creative and motived

I told him I want to know a lot of weirdos
so I have folks to give my money to

if I do decide to

take the bull by the horns
consider a contract

blood-pen in hand

I know I'd be good.
what about roy?

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