random web searchingevery day is struggle and doubt
calling rya to encourage early morning web class attendanceshe's dropping out
but I can not. what if people don't love what you do
when the shit comes down?you keep doing it.
or you die.so I ask for feedback,
because resolution is the goal, not victory
she sezmaybe you should teach counter construction but you're more philosophical if she'd do the readings, any readings
write something, make more media
she'd have something to say
it wouldn't be pointless discussion
she'd be invested.we had six come this morning
understandable the numbers are dwindlingit's nearing finals time I'm still learning.
found kate wolf
practiced my ravelI went to the library
man, that's hard.coleman taught me piano theory
major/minorI'm countin' notes.
I like little napsdoing early research for text consumption paper
found a great starting bibliography on the net.
sometimes this place is totally unpreceedented
a steel drum band in the dining hall"carribean night" cheesy, you say,
but they had folks dancing in the asiles
becky and I lingered long over dinnerflirtin' like we used to she's got a lot of energy. she's posted some new photos to her page
I was thinkin' todayone main reason why I came to swarthmoreinstead, I could have been lingering pub niteand others like informal
no equipment required ice hockey league you wouldn't think it,
but the geeks are avid icemen I was on the worst team,
ate a lot of ice seldom coherent play
nick said I was good at getting up while I was still tumbling down.
a beer in my hand secondhand smoking hoarsin' over inaudible noise scopin' hopin' for some thighs open.
each has their side effectslate night return,
not dehydrated nowbut achin' pain each place I fell and just all over. damn exercise.
there's a guy from georgiashan
sitting in the lounge
carving ebony
he likes to make his own toolschisels from dental scrapers.
folks keep askin' me what I'm goin' do after schoolif I move to san fran
work on the internet
I won't be very groundedneverending navel gazing
got to keep working, livingin non-media production contexts.
maybe mcdonald's. maybe software sales.
justin hall | <justin at bud dot com>